| Work sucks ass ............hate it ...........Im tired!
need a new job soooooon.
But i kinda cant right now ...
oh well
school is over for good
im so happy, in a way !
i can pay for school this semester so i cant go and so other personal things have coem up . but life that way.
Go ME!
Next month i get to fing out what IT is....
the 21st | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment   |
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| | soemtimes id say i miss the old days but im glad there are new days as well. i dont kow what to do somtimes but that's quit al right. i miss a hole lot. man i hate school i dont really kow if it is for me but i know that i have to finish b/c i need a good job and A CAREER aS well as money. when i get older and if i have a family i want to support it and i dont wnat to end up liek my mom, trying to support my family w/ food stamps and with what little pay i may get. Things will go they way it goes and i hope it goes aliright, but it all depends on ME, ME, ME, ME. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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| hey
long time no talk
life is good YAY for once. school sucks boo
i moved out w/ my roomate timmy. he is drunk right now.
been working.
bubu is great! me love him long time!
byebye | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | hopesfall- | | Security: | | | Time: | 04:39 pm | | Current Mood: | great |
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| MerrY X-MaS!
x-mas has been good so far. life has been getting better somewhat. school eeeeeeeh not really i feel like droping out its really stressful and agravating. Pcc is the most unorganized thing i have ever seen. Shit!
i have been have a great time latel. im almost 19!
1-11-86 its seems like life is just pasing by so fast. crap! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Security: | | | Time: | 10:37 pm | | Current Mood: |  overexausted/Good |
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| man i cant wait till chritmas.cold!happy people. fun.
worked today it sucked ass; much aggravation. i got a few things done after work. my freind drew me , i finally got the copy, it's a cartoon, he has done many people at work. Well school is tomorrow and i really dont want to go. i have a BIG research paper coming up on top of all the other bullshit i have had. cool.
GOODBYE,
Laura! | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Security: | | | Time: | 11:30 pm | | Current Mood: |  depressed |
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| Today i watched Enternal sunshine.... it was a great movie it made you really think!
I really miss alot in my past and i wish i could have done different or some way i could of maybe done to change it now?>>>?>>><<>>..
I just hope the future will be as memorble as the past.
Feel lonely somewhat. Want to be more outgoing and meet many new people but its almost like i know its NEVER going to happen i have tryed all that i have tryed....... i know that i have gained alot since a few years ago when i did not talk at all to anyone. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Security: | | | Time: | 08:21 pm | | Current Mood: | hopeful |
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| so gald winter is almost here. i love taking walks and stuff b/c then your not all buring up from the humitity and heat. crap YES.
man i cant wait till school is over so u can start new classes and crap b/c i really dont like the ones i have now/.
ohh well bye | | comments: Leave a comment |
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| | okay so today i heard that BUSH had more electoral votes than any other president in history. somehow i dont know how that is possible. crap! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Security: | | | Time: | 11:04 pm | | Current Mood: |  out of no where worthless |
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| why does it feel like i am anything at all to people.
school has sucked since the beggining i have not got the hang of it yet. High school has not tought me shit obviously. lol
it has been really hard with writing over20 papers so far in all my classes and math well if my teacher new how to teach it i may get it .
I hope next term is better. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Security: | | | Time: | 11:18 pm | | Current Mood: | goodbye |
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| Im sick and tired of being sick and tired. Why do i have feelings about everything. When some bring me down i feel imposed to be hurt and i think bad things about myself and they probably are true what the hell.
I should just do what i have always wanted, im sure some know what i am talking about, only the few i have told. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Security: | | | Time: | 11:10 pm | | Current Mood: |  contemplative..........lonely |
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| | The world is crazy on every level. There are somedays werr its just like do i really give a fuck and then otherdays you contemplate on every little aspect which makes you realize that life can no be so bad it you STOP AND THINK. I know that sometimes i bring myslef down but i know end the end something good will happen, it may not happend when i want it to but it will. I have been feeling very lonely lately but i know that i have just been feeling this way b/c i make myslef this way. I know i wil not always be lonely and if so well i will lear how to live with it i supose. Life can be deciveing but you learn to live with anything that may come in your path. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Security: | | | Time: | 10:02 pm | | Current Mood: | hopeful yet for what? |
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| I can resist everything except temptation. My body breaks, but I am still intact inside. My human instinct, I can love unconditionally. Cross my heart and lie to you (my conscience plagues at me, fills me with this despair) Failure within me.
Promise you and let you down (Emotion conquers my soul, robs me of myself) Brings me to my knees. Follow me, lead you astray (nourish myself with fear, give me the pain to fail) Loathe myself to sleep. Your words kill me. You can breathe without oxygen and live without sorrow. How I envy you, though pity your ghost. Ignorance is bliss I wish I could never love you.
So ironic that a heart made by man, when broken is easily fixed. But a human hurt can last a lifetime. Rust or decay. The fire or the flame. You and I will lead the path to change. Pave the way. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Security: | | | Time: | 08:52 pm | | Current Mood: |  mexican |
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| Nigga please!
So yeah its weard once you notice someone you tend to see themall around town > PONDER >
KIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ROCK!baw wit da baw bang bang diggy diggtt
LActitors
retard tater tot
BOTTY DANCE WHEN YOUR HAPPY! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
NIGGA MAn schhol is gay !!!!!
FREAK | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Nigga please!
So yeah its weard once you notice someone you tend to see themall around town > PONDER >
KIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ROCK!baw wit da baw bang bang diggy diggtt
LActitors
retard tater tot | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Security: | | | Time: | 11:18 am | | Current Mood: | okay |
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| School i am not doing my best in i am always so tired........ soo tired like i am now.
lol
Well i hope i can do better so my grades dont fall. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Security: | | | Time: | 05:09 pm | | Current Mood: |  groggy |
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| My teacher deserves a slap. She is giving us to much homework and not enough time. She must think that she our only class. BITCH
lol
Today i got a test back and i made a 85 on it i was happy!
Im tired, more like exsausted
Kinda bummed on somethings but ohhh well.
But for the most part im pretty swell.
I have been working so damn much but when i get my check it does not really seem like i have been working as much as i feel i have been.
CRAP!
OH WELL
i dought anyone is reading this anyways. so bye to myself
bye | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Security: | | | Time: | 10:59 am | | Current Mood: |  tired, but contemplative |
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| Hello there
Mam school is getting hard and its so hard when you need sleep! Lately i have felt like a Lifeless soul, i have not been eating right, sleeping right, and i can concentrate like a fucking ESE ADD person shiT!
lol
lol
Man i cant wait till this weekend , i am going to go to Howell0scream or whatever it is at universal.. i hope plans are not broken this time!
All i want to do is have fun!
Man i have been working do fucking much im sooooooo tired.
MAN! | | comments: Leave a comment |
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